Wishes...

There isn't a day where I don't wish that I could take back every word that's been said and never make the same mistakes again...  I wish that I never had fell so hard for someone so different from me, I wish that I had no weaknesses so I could be the woman that you see in me... I wish I had less doubt in myself and more confidence in us... I wish I really was smarter than I pretend to be... I wish we could stop fighting... I wish I knew what the right thing to do was... I wish i still had my cell phone cause now being away from you and our son is going to kill me even more... I wish I didn't have to be away from our family... I wish we could stay together... I wish I had the balls to say all the things I write.. I wish I wasn't so afraid of being wrong than I always try so hard to be right.. I wish we don't break...