i know i am unfocused... i bite my nails.. i sometimes sing off key.. i love it when you make me laugh.. i wish you'd massage my feet... i know i hate sleeping with out you and only seeing you once a week... i know how we began an i'm unsure where we are going... i know i'd don't want to stop cause i'm very happy not knowing...
it's the constant discovery, uncovery of each other that keeps me here... like an onion, your whose layers i must continuously peel.. till i can get to the place where i know what you truly feel... where you can know in your heart that i am always being real.. even when i'm being a hypocrite.. even when you think i'm lying and you say you've had enough of it...
i know i'm passive-aggressive, independently co-dependent, bi-sexual, femininely masculine... i am a walking contradiction without balance without you...
i know that i'm not perfect
nor will i ever be a woman you can love properly..
then again i also believe you may never know how to love properly,
and it may not be about the woman that is me...
but we'll both never know if you leave..
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