Questions for that guy we call God...

The last thing i need is someone who doesn't want nor need me in their life.. though the life we share binds us, is that reason enough to stay bound? Is an obligatory love a good enough substitute for an unconditional one? if we close our eyes tight and cross our fingers will it somehow get better or will we just continue to deny that which we refuse to look at? Is the truth what it is or what we make it? Can you build a lasting relationship out of sex? And furthermore will it be a success? If one falls into love, how does one find their way out?  And did you really fall if you're the only one in it? Is it still love then or merely an infatuation that you refuse to let go? 

" I love him but when the night is over,

I am talking to myself and not to him"

-Les Mis