wtf?

i'm supposed to be over my issues of jealousy and i'm supposed to have full trust in you but i see you're still acting sneakily... texting all day to a woman you see all night while i lay by your side and i'm not allowed to read your intimate thoughts because they're not about me. I'm beginning to turn into a woman I never wanted to be. I have always trusted your word even when i wasn't your priority... And now I'm unsure again. Filled with constant doubts in my mind that bonding myself to you forever is really what I need to be doing. I admit I am insecure, I cannot handle you sneaking around with other women, I can't take you having feelings for anyone other than me. And if you want them, then have them but you can't have both especially if you're going to lie about it.