defeat

I wish i could be inspired the way you are to express myself in such a meaningless manner but since my words hold weight and yours don't it no longer matters what i write. 

So here's a toast to defeat, 

how sweet your victory must be.

Suck it in winner, you worked  hard for this one... 

Cause apparently I've been doing wrong by you for so long, 

it's time for me to say so long to the fight...

I'm all tired out, no more rain in this cloud...

My quest will have to be other wise satisfied with a oh well, guess i'll trudge through it...

I'll wear the fake smile, while knowing what's going on

keep your 'mistress of power'

i hope you penetrate her defenses, grant her wishes

cause what do feelings matter any way when i got a carat and a half on my finger 

all the indication i will ever need to be assured my love loves me the way i love him

Damn all actions, fuck saying words

all that true love, soulmate, forever shit is obviously for the birds...

emotions have no roles here

the play has been cast

just you and me in the starring roles

you're the one in the mask...