frustration

I loath the long sleepless nights like taking buckleys when i have a bad cold, so why is it I can't sleep now in the quiet outside my mind? It seems my mommy instinct is stronger when he is away... A few days I can take but not a few months... Yet still I am restless... The day which is log only seems longer whence alone... I guess because the tuth is I am nothing without him and that is a beast all it's own....