I don't do Valentines Day, I've never needed flowers & candy to justify or validate any relationship I've been in. Jewelry is nice to receive but I'd rather see the sparkle of my lovers smile.
His smile is now dimmed.. and i just wish I could press the reset button and follow my gut. Not that stupid voice in my head that kept me paranoid yet led us to the place we are now... Afraid... Withdrawn... Distant..
Strangers..
So I'm taking the chance now to not be a stranger anymore.. I'm willing to live in the fear of love, so we may once again be wrapped and warmed by it's embrace..
3 years ago i made a choice, and I don't regret it. Everyday I will continue to wake up and make that same choice because that is what marriage is... That's what love is, making the choice every day...
On this day I choose him, and will again tomorrow, come what may...
Acting Schmacting?....
12 years ago
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